After I started it yesterday, I bought a book to help me with one area of my lack of self confidence. 'The Joy of Sex' isn't as cringey as you would think. I've only actually managed to read the intro, but its really interesting, and I already feel a bit more confident.
Also went to go and get measured, as, due to the pill, my boobs have grown. Well, actually one of my boobs have grown.. just another imperfection I am going to have to accept. But, now I know what size I am, I can go and buy some nice new underwear... Always makes a girl feel more sexy.
I told people at work about the blog.. they were all together impressed, but my Supervisor made an attempt to encourage it (the sweetie), but I could tell he was struggling
I didn't tell Him about the blog, just thought he would see it though twitter, but he hadn't. So he stopped the car on the way to his to read it. When he finished he looked up and gave me the look. It makes it so much more worthwhile knowing that He is supporting me.... Feel like I actually can do it.
So I stayed the night at his last night and it was a good night....
Today, I have realised the huge task I am attempting. I have been looking a photos of me when I was fat, and I'm so happy that thats not me know.. Just have to accept this version of me, and be thankful for what I've got.
Oh Dear.
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